Miss Him....

Dream of him..
In the dream.. i dunno y i can foresee future.. know he'll die in a car accident (but in reality it's not)
I managed to see him n say goodbye to him b4 he enters the lift.. away from my sight..
I control my tears and smile :) when i sees him.. (but tears drop when i wake up)
I will rmb that scene 4ever.. he smiles at me and waves his hand (sitting on a wheel chair)

Seems like he knows y i feel so sad.. that's y he appears in my dream..
Perhaps..
But feel so thankful bcz i see him again although it's just a dream..

*MISS HIM SO MUCH* :')

Finally....

Finally my coll life comes to an end.. yeah!!
But there're still many exams waiting for me..
Coming exam is in June.. :(
But i'm now enjoying my holidays LOL
I know have to start revision for June sittings ard..
Bcz ACCA is really NOT EASY!!

Although do not have to attend classes anymore..
Happy but sad at the same time too..
No classes.. Which means we won't see each other everyday..
No more library together.. cc together.. eat together.. laugh together.. play together..
SAD BAO!! :(

4 years are just like after a blink of eyes..
watched the video made by cy.. super touched! made me teary + laugh jerr..
from dunno each other until get close to each other..
jl,2v,quan.. till cy,chloe,wj,wj.. ht,cw,wq,ph..
when we are closed enough.. we have to separate ard.. why T.T
but i believe there're still many many gatherings after graduate de right!! ^^

beside this gang, there's also another gang we'll always joke with.. sandy gang! haha!
the girls nice, the guys funny.. what a lovely gang.. xP
only few outings with them.. but consider ok ard.. at least can chat much ard LOL
won't forget the last outing with u guys de!! steamboat + beer + cards + darts! haha!
beer + cards.. i rmb one of the rules r saying bad words b4 every sentences! ><
the darts made me think of 'FOCUS' only!! @@

also, i've joined another funny gang also.. my ex-colleague gang!! xD
i won't forget them de.. they brought me a lot of happiness during my intern!!
esp lenglui soooook n lenglui teryn.. always care me de two sopos..
n always sampat sampat with me also.. haha <3 br="" much="" nbsp="" them="">shawn, who is the actor in our gang.. always make fun n joking ard jerr.. act Mr.Ng esp!! laugh die me!!
he's really a super funny n nice guy.. hope he n she can be sweet sweet 4ever la^^
this funny gang even helped me to celebrate my birthday this year!! All presents!! so touched ;)
a noob 宅男 summore gave me present(gambling money)!! LOL
the two couples in our gang.. stay sweet k!! xD *will wait for the two red booms hehe*

lastly, wanna wish all my lovely frenz who i met during my tertiary study... (whether or not mentioned above)
ALL THE BEST in ur career n also pursuing ur dream!!
for those who have found their ms./mr.right, stay sweet with her/him!! ^^
for those who are still looking for their ms./mr.right like me >< , jiayou la!! sure can find her/him one day de!! :)

P/S: DON'T FORGET ME AH!!! AND RMB FIND ME YUMCHA ALWAYS!! xD

一個人想著一個人...

My favourite song recently!! ;)

FINALLY... MY BLOGGIE IS UPDATED AGAIN!! keke...

Looooooong time no blog....
Almost one year ba... @@
Busy ahhh... BUT another reason is LAZY lo.. haha!

Suddenly have to the mood to write back mayb bcz of my babe... :P
She reminded me abt our memories...
Frm her present... and also the chitchatting with her 2 days ago...
We realised we have many memorable memories together...
Outings... Birthday cele... Trips....
ALL should be written down but i didnt... *a bit regret* haizz ><
Therefore, i shall try to jot it down from now on!
*dunno my babe will read this post or not... but for now... u r the ONLY coll mate who know my blog o... LOL*

Recently quite stress lo...
Test... Assignments... Test.... Assignment...
Until i have forgotten abt the car sticker thingy...
Yesterday night only realised.. n this morning only go take the application form n submit it!!

Luckily i manage to submit it with dear's companion... if not... i think i cry die there ad ><
At the moment i really cannot tahan lo.. dunno y...
Mayb bcz i met a kind-hearted security at the entrance there... He helped me when i almost stress out!!
Thanks to him A LOT!! n also my babe's sis!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!
They r my 'lucky stars' today :')

Abt the lrt case...
i'm not purposely de lo... dunno y he always so mad on me...
i really dunno heavy traffic otw back ma..
being scolded in the sms nvm... summore din say even ONE word frm my car to mcd until class starts...
but during breaktime ok ad... start talking again =.= summore can joking ard... *but good also... at least i know he din mad on me anymore* hehe...

Although today is a bad day but it's also a lucky day for me!! ^^

1st time heard this song only...
but ad LIKE it so much!!
n it's a nice song!!
dunno leh.... mayb suit my mood now ba....

Couldn't believe that I'M SO MAD NOW!

1st time heard that...
i sad, mad and i "swallowed" myself...
2nd time heard that...
i sad, mad, angry and i told someone to release my sadness...
3rd time heard that...
i really really sad, mad,angry and even cried out on the spot...

am i really a person who is OVER-caring??
am i really too much??

he dunno mayb bcoz he's a guy and dun understand girls well...
but y she also think like that?
she's a girl, some more i'm much closer to her if compared to him...

i just care my frenz from my heart... is that wrong?
i treat every frenz EQUALLY good... is that wrong too?

i dun understand... i really dun understand...

this make me moody from yesterday until today...
my mood still couldn't recover yet...
the worst thing is i CAN'T show out... i'm really suffering now :(

A whole new year~

2011 has been passed...
It's 2012 now...
My diploma still left 2 semesters to go...
Afterthat we'll separate... :(
I really not willing to separate with u guys...
Without u guys, i really dunno i can stand until when...
Hope u guys can be with me forever~~

But... There is a case happened recently...
This make somebody 'bu shuang' somebody...
Haiz... I really dunno how... And dunno y...
'a' is actually very care 'b' and vice versa...
but y they wanna become enemy now? 'a' dunwan care 'b' and 'b' angry 'a'...
How to make them become best fren again??
I really can't stand this condition anymore...
Both are my best fren but both of them are in 'cold war' now...
What can i do next?? I DUNNO...

For my own case... Haiz...
I'm still blurring~ I'm still in a dilemma~
This or That?? Yes or No??
Still can't get the answer yet~
I thought i've ad got the ans which is NTH...
But y i've another thinking now??
Argh!! really wanna shout out loud!!
If can, i also wanna say out everything but unfortunately...
I'm not dare to tell all of u... FORGIVE ME...

In a whole new year...
I wish u guys can become best fren again...
I wish all my frens and family can stay healthy, happy forver...
I wish i can get the ans for myself asap...
I wish i can get flying colours for my dip...
And LAST but not least...
I wish my dreams may come true... :)