Couldn't believe that I'M SO MAD NOW!

1st time heard that...
i sad, mad and i "swallowed" myself...
2nd time heard that...
i sad, mad, angry and i told someone to release my sadness...
3rd time heard that...
i really really sad, mad,angry and even cried out on the spot...

am i really a person who is OVER-caring??
am i really too much??

he dunno mayb bcoz he's a guy and dun understand girls well...
but y she also think like that?
she's a girl, some more i'm much closer to her if compared to him...

i just care my frenz from my heart... is that wrong?
i treat every frenz EQUALLY good... is that wrong too?

i dun understand... i really dun understand...

this make me moody from yesterday until today...
my mood still couldn't recover yet...
the worst thing is i CAN'T show out... i'm really suffering now :(

A whole new year~

2011 has been passed...
It's 2012 now...
My diploma still left 2 semesters to go...
Afterthat we'll separate... :(
I really not willing to separate with u guys...
Without u guys, i really dunno i can stand until when...
Hope u guys can be with me forever~~

But... There is a case happened recently...
This make somebody 'bu shuang' somebody...
Haiz... I really dunno how... And dunno y...
'a' is actually very care 'b' and vice versa...
but y they wanna become enemy now? 'a' dunwan care 'b' and 'b' angry 'a'...
How to make them become best fren again??
I really can't stand this condition anymore...
Both are my best fren but both of them are in 'cold war' now...
What can i do next?? I DUNNO...

For my own case... Haiz...
I'm still blurring~ I'm still in a dilemma~
This or That?? Yes or No??
Still can't get the answer yet~
I thought i've ad got the ans which is NTH...
But y i've another thinking now??
Argh!! really wanna shout out loud!!
If can, i also wanna say out everything but unfortunately...
I'm not dare to tell all of u... FORGIVE ME...

In a whole new year...
I wish u guys can become best fren again...
I wish all my frens and family can stay healthy, happy forver...
I wish i can get the ans for myself asap...
I wish i can get flying colours for my dip...
And LAST but not least...
I wish my dreams may come true... :)

Sem 5 starts!!!

Last holidays~
i've enjoyed my last week til MAX!! wuhoo!!
In these 3 days.....

MON
went ice-skating & ate Manhatten Fish Market with j & v... ^^
it's a happy outing... but...
so sad la... i still dunno how to skate... went there many times ad but still...
mayb as he said... i've got no Tian Fen & no Yuan Fen on skating ba... *sobsob* T.T
dunno still will go again next time or not...

TUE
went Genting with coll frenz... 8 ppl in total...
it's a very very very joyful n funny trip... n we gossip a lot in this trip! wahaha!
at first, jl n me dunwan to go outdoor de... but last time i went... i played few games only...
so this time i wanna play 99! so... jl acc me go in at last... i know she's unwilling to go in de....
coz she went there many times ad~ SO... THANKS TO HER VERY VERY MUCH! I ENJOY IT! :)

1st time riding 'the ship' , 'roller coaster', 'boat', 'the swing' in Genting... scary lo!
until now i also can't imagine i've tried all that scary games!!!
the most scary game i dun even dare to try~ they called it 'commit suicide machine'...
when i stay close to see them play, i also feel shivering.... NO WAY!
i've a regret lo~ i din play game n win bear bear!! i like bear bear!! T.T

dinner time! we went to 'Hot Pot' to fill our stomach...
really hungry lo~ we ate a lot! it's buffet style bbq n steamboat....
Rm34+ per person... quite ok wat~ not as expensive as we think~ at least worth it la...
coz the food quite delicious.... :D *next time can go again*
after eating, we chit-chat until 10 sth.... wat we chat?? erm....
abt everyone dream girl or guy... *it's really funny!! i laugh NON-stop! XD*

after dinner... went walk walk n feel the breezy winds~ syoknya!
at the same time... we took some photo there too!
that cy... really speechless... how can he act as woman so easily??
i think most of the girls also can't do wat he did...
then... we went to watch 'nasi lemak 2.0' :)
not bad la that movie... rate 7/10 to it~
only thing i can't tahan is the 'muack muack'!!!
n the 'ghost' part~ quite scary lo~ i even took my bag to block my sight! :P

later... we went back to hotel to take key frm cw~
then continue our next activity~ went bar to drink beer~
of coz i din drink la~ juz tried a lil bit only~ coz not really like the taste lo~ bitter!!
chit-chat until 3am~ then went room~ after changing, we continue our playing cards session~
few of them ad tired... so left few of us played only~
until 4.30am... went back to own room to sleep~
everyone slept but i CAN'T SLEEP leh!! T.T
abt 6am only fall slept... then 7 sth woke up~ waa! crazy lo!

WED
supposed after come down frm Genting... we go home sleep 99 de!
but bcoz i got no house key to go home... 3 siao lang went Fahrenhait sang k!
went there rain! went back also rain!!! tat day was so unlucky lo! need to go sing k with big bag n small bag... with wet body somemore!! like running out frm house! :P
sang until no voices!! tat cy dunno y... ad no voices but still can shout like crazy man!! yeng!
sang until 6 sth only went home... i din drive there so took monorail n bus home~
direct went to jl house coz nobody's at home~ jl's dad brought us to eat Jinjang Utara's hokkien mee~ yum yum!
bcoz dad wanna go home liao but i'm still eating with jl~ so dad went home 1st~ tmr only come fetch me~ so at last i overnight at jl's place :)

Holidays :)

1st trip in this holidays~ Went Penang~
Ate many delicious food... :D especially 'o jian' & 'asam fish'.... Yummy~
Visit my uncle n my 3 cute cousins...
Although i juz can play with them within 2 hours~ but still happy~

In fact... Quite sad to see the moment when they need to separate with their dad~
They only can see their dad 4 hours a week~

*izit too cruel for them?* i think yes!

Anyhow... We can't even do anything...

Juz can face the music, pray for them and wait for the 'bright' day... :)

1st outing in this holidays~ Went Pavilion~
2 guys n 2 girls~ *not couples la* :P
Watched The Smurfs~ They're so cute and adorable~
Like their theme song too!! :) Rate it 9/10!! hehe...

Went to take our lunch at Madam Kwan's~ *1st time*
The food is quite delicious~ Of coz the price is a bit expensive la...
But still affordable la... Hehe....

Heard 1 BIG NEWS!!! Shocked actually~
Coz if the person is me, i sure will cry 3 days 3 nights~
Too straight forward ad~ And i'll get hurt if i'm the person...
Anyway... Wish them good luck in both diff 'road of love'~ Fighting!!!

B4 went home, we went Snowflake too~
He and she 1st time went there... Curious abt the beeping alarm...
He kept on asking abt it... Then we answered him with funny many answers... XDXD
1 bowl was cold... 1 bowl was hot... but all of us also prefer the cold 1~ LOL!

*bcoz of traffic jam, caused them need to walk to lrt station &
their parents have to wait them for so long... really ps...

There are still many many more outings coming soon~
Hope that everyone can enjoy this last 2 weeks until MAX~ Wuhoo!!
But i really wanna find one day and sing k... Haiz... But nobody is free now... T.T

Last Fri & This Fri~

Last Fri~
Watched the last epi for Harry Potter~
1st time watched 3D MAX~ *RM16~ a bit expensive la but WORTH IT!*
With 1,2,3,4 summore! *can't mention their names coz sumone will kill me if i do so!* LOL!

Wuhoo! SYOK-NYA!! XD
It's SUPER NICE leh!!! If someone who not yet watch, MUZ WATCH!!!
Coz last epi ad~ DUN MISS IT!!!

That 2 naughty children ah~ really naughty~
3D spec also can play~ @@
Overall ok lo~ Although quite weird to go out with secondary & coll frenz at the same time~ hehe~

But got that 2 naughty there! always create jokes for us~ so~ won't feel sooo 'cold' :)
Thanks a lot lo! :P

Last Fri & This Fri~
Too much diff!
This Fri~ I slept at home WHOLE DAY!!! Yeng lo!
Dunno y~
Once all courseworks have finished~ Everyday also sleep a lot!
Mayb lack of sleep recently ba~ PLUS sick lo~
Anyway now ok ad la~ keke~

Hope WON'T sleep too much from now on! Still have a lot of syllabus to catch up leh!
Mid of August is my finals for sem4!!! NOT MUCH TIME LEFT ad!!!
Hence~ MUZ START TO DO REVISION NOW!!! +U +U +U!!! :D

It's Confusing!

Yesterday~ he asked me something~
Then i asked myself... Actually is *** or *** ah??
I'm so confused now~ At first i thought is ***...
But now seem like is ***...
At anywhere... At anytime... i'm also thinking about the answer...
Arh!!! Fan ah... Who can tell me the answer ah?!?!? ><

Haiz...
He really made me speechless.........

They're killing me!!!

2 assignments~ 1 presentation~ 5 tests~
Made me lack of sleep recently...
Sometimes only 3 hours of sleeping time~
Tried not to sleep ONCE!!

Not only that...
Made me feel very stress too!

Luckily~

All ad passed!
Now only left 1 test today n 1 assignment to pass up next wed~
Then... my life can get back to normal again~ haha! :)

But then after all those courseworks...
That means final is coming soon~
Management, tax, entrepreneurship, accounting and finance....
NONE of them i can handle well~ haiz...

Really jealous of all those 'clever' classmates...

Wish that i'm 1 of them~ then i no need to suffer like this...

Although i'm really stress...
But i din show out to anyone~
Bcoz i know that~ everyone are stress~
So juz can do something to release own stress~
PPTV is my only entertainment now~ wahaha!

Last Fri went to pavilion to watch Transformer 3 with my dearest classmates~
4 boys 2 girls~
We got ourselves 2 J.Co donuts b4 went into the cinema... *delicious!*
1st time watched Transformer~ *thumbs up!*
I like BUMBLEBEE!!! :P

After movie, 2 boys 1 girl went back~
Another 2 boys 1 girl went for Snowflakes~ Taste not bad la~ :D
Now only know that not only he can be funny~
Actually another he also can be very funny de~ haha!

This Fri...
Which means later~ after the last test~ will go n watch my fav movie with jl n mi~
HARRY POTTER!!! Last epi!!! So... Going to enjoy myself to max.!!!
Wahahaha! XD

But right after that~ i need to go back home n rush for pf assignment~

Bcoz i need to help big v to do the company part n comments part~
If not, he sure will scold me de~ :P hehe....
Anyway, wanna thank him for letting me go watch movie also la~ LOL! ^^